I have a few things that are bothering me on an ongoing basis. I have a fungus under several of my toenails, and I have an issue with estrangement in our family. It occurs to me that both are prevasive and undermine a segment of my health. I am likely to loose one of my great toe nails in the near future due to the fungus. It won't be the first time, either. So far nothing I have done has made any difference and yes, I have sought medical advice but have chosen not to take toxic medication.
We have a family situation - our son is divorced from the mother of his daughter, and there have been hard feelings and bitterness for almost our granddaughter's whole life. Our son has found happiness with his second wife and her children have truly become their children. But the strife with his natural daughter and her mother have caused what seems to be an unresolveable estrangement. Because of this bitterness, we are also separated from her, and I fear attempts on my part to contact her will result in further estrangement of us from our son.
As I prayed this morning about the family issue, it came to me that this is like my toenail fungus. And I asked God what else could I do. I sense God telling me to pray for our current daughter-in-law for healing in her - perhaps even more that for us, in that maybe through her healing she can help our son with is healing and we can experience so healing as well.
Maybe there is a fungus in her background that is undermining our son's relationship with his daughter- and maybe there is a toenail there that has to be lost to unearth the real problem for healing.
And I will continue to pray for healing for all of us - and my toes.
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